A/N: Hello, my loves. As you all have been patiently waiting for it, I am proud to present part 9. Like I said, this part was extremely emotional and challenging for me to write because the majority of it actually happened to me. Not exactly, there’s one huge difference, but it’s pretty fucking close. Feel to free to write to me if you have any questions about what actually happened. :) As always, thanks for being the amazing people that you are. Your kind words make my life so much better. Enjoy! :) xx
And shanshenanigan, thanks for always being my rock.
Rae’s sleep on Sunday night was the worst she’s ever had and that includes her first night in hospital. She’s not even sure how much she actually slept because every time she turned over to the clock on her night stand a new hour was displayed. Sunday, the day, wasn’t nearly as bad as she expected it to be, given everything that happened. Rae was sure Chloe had given Izzy a Sparknoted version of what happened on Saturday night because the two of them made it their mission to keep Rae’s mind clear of thoughts of Finn, Tix, and Liam. They went shopping, they went to see a movie, and they got manicures. It was a lot of fun, if Rae was being honest with herself, but it didn’t take her mind away from anything, even though she pretended for Chloe and Izzy’s sake.
Rae tried hard not to think too much into what Izzy had said about Finn coming home the night before, storming up to his room without saying a word to anyone, slamming the door and blaring The Smiths.
“The Smiths get me through the tough times.” Finn’s voice danced through her mind. “Or if I just need to think, I go to The Smiths.”
What do you need to think about, Finn?
It was exactly this reason that she couldn’t sleep the night before. She knew she’d be seeing Finn today and a thousand different scenarios flashed through her mind about how lunch was going to go. Countless times yesterday she’d picked up the phone to ring their house but every time she got to the tenth number, she’d hang up.
What am I goin’ to say to him that’s not goin’ to make me sound like a total twat?
She couldn’t be in bed anymore. Her first class wasn’t for another three hours but maybe she could find Finn on campus and have their conversation earlier than lunch because the more she thought about it and the longer she waited, the queasier she became.
Kathleen! You did the impossible..you made my cold little heart break in two, I might have shed a couple of tears too! The ending..the ending sent me over the edge! Thank you for sharing your talent and creativity with the fandom! We are beyond blessed! xo!